Melting Point — a poem

The second stanza of the first bones
of what this poem is becoming turns with a call from your father.
You have been paddling between the murkiness
of your memories and Google for an answer
on how to thaw pipes frozen with water.
You are desperate to transform this image into something meaningful:
the taps outside your childhood home
as open and silent as Edvard Munch’s Scream
on mornings when Winter bloated the pipes with ice like distended veins.
You cannot recall how your father coaxed the freezing back to flow.

When he returns your text with a call,
you will laugh at first –
his is the only voice you know that sounds like the rolling of sleeves
up to the elbow.
His first question will be a spanner loosening the conversation for context:
you both know it is the beginning of a Cape Town Summer,
and pipes never freeze at the foot of Hoerikwaggo.
No, dad, I am writing, you will tell him.
I am mining memory for metaphor, and
Google’s recollections are void of poetry.

To your father, memory is a passage for instruction.
He will plumb the frozen pipes out of your family history
into the present tense.
Thaw them slowly with lukewarm water, but not too hot,
or wait for the sun to bend the will of ice, he will say.
He will speak as if packing padkos for your journey to
some hypothetical city where winters paralyse water in plastic veins.

This reminiscence will be a bowl of porridge spooned between the two of you.
You have both stopped the day to savour it over the phone.
But, your mind, extravagant in its appetite,
will garnish the moment with other recollections:
frozen-toed mornings spent skating with school shoes
on a frosted school lawn
then thawing your regret in front of a paraffin heater or coal stove.

The bones of a poem will have crowded together into skeleton
in your mind, without your knowing.
As your goodbyes crystallise into memory,
you will stitch a new body on the page around this thought:
your father’s own memories have solidified in him, and
you are still learning which questions defrost them as Winter sun,
and which are scalding water.
You have never been willing to crack the copper of his silences,
not even for art. DM